Blew

…it’s annoying (and insulting) as fuck when someone says “Oh you’re good looking for a dark-skinned girl.” 

Yeah, thanks asshole, for letting me know that, despite the fantastically enormous handicap of being born with darker skin, I some how managed to escape being completely hideous. 

And then, when it offends me and I make it known that it does, it’s like “Well fuck you bitch, you aint even that pretty anyway!”

Then it’s like oh, now everything is about looks now!

Well! FYI:

I already knew I wasn’t very good looking! So HA!

And that’s not me bashing myself, or having low self-esteem or anything. It’s just a fact. I’m not very pretty; however, I don’t think I’m butt ugly either. I get a little~

But I mean if you’re gonna compliment someone, compliment them sincerely. Don’t do it underhandedly. I would rather someone tell me too my face how much of a disfigured monster they think my appearance makes me, than to hear that I’m “nice looking for a black girl” or, “for a darker-skinned girl”.

That shit eats my lunch

“I CAN’T TELL YOU WHAT IT REALLY IS, I CAN ONLY TELL YOU WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. AND RIGHT NOW IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S A STEEL KNIFE IN MY WINDPIPE.”